Lordship Week!

Hello All!
Impact World Tour (IWT) left 2 weeks ago and I went camping ...I just got back. I now get to go to the cities IWT went to for outreach, God is having me Disciple the new believers. There is about 12 people on our team, I am going to start this week putting video clips together to help lesson we mite teach to the cities. I get to go back to Palm Island and do schoolies(dunken party for one week-highschool kids right after graduation. Many kids getting hurt or hurting them selfs) in Maggie Island. There is also alot of other towns inbeween.
Camping was crazy..two hole weeks in the bush! so many spiders...grrr. but I got to see a platypuses in the wild and a bandicoot ( it looks like a small rabbit/ rat). And I got to push a bus out of the mud because it rained the last day and we got stuck it was great! We had Mark Parker speak, I had mixed feelings but it wasn't him it was all of the stuff going on inside me. I am not quit sure how to explain every thing. The theme was "Trust" that God was working on me. Mark's teachings are greatHe spook on Lordship( making Jesus Lord of your life) I got alot of quoits’ from him he is a very quotable guy...like my friends annies favorite " SUT UP AND SERNDER
"Forgiveness is setting a prisoner free, and finding out it's you."........
"You have all of the holyspirt but not all of the holyspirt is influencing you"...
"Don't worry about developing your charter, your ministry will develop your charter"...." “The only thing that needs to be senders is your will everything else was a gift form Him and never rightfully yours.".....
"The role of the sole is introducing spiritual with the natural.".....
"Many trust Him for eternal life but not many trust Him for today"....
"Many want to be deliver from the consquesess of sin rather than the love of it".......
"Jesuse cleans the temple (body) not us"(he referred to Jesus turning over tables in the temple in Mathew)....
"Every other religion is man coming to be with God, Christianity is the only one that God comes to be with man.".....
The teaching was a good week the spiritual stuff was hard......a couple of days before the big night (Friday last day of teaching) I when on a walk and God spoke to me saying I could trust Him and I saw a sidewalk sign, one older person holding another persons hand and crossing the street to keep them out of danger and then I come up to another sidewalk sign that said "one way" ....God spoke pretty clear then that night we had worship by the bomb fire and Mark prayed for me....lots of tears. It was the first time I cried out to God "I will Trust you" it was so hard to say those words my body had to almost throw them up. Then the big finally the last night of the week.....I left some things at the altar....a picture of all of my friends and my self (my shoes). It was one of the hardest things I have had to do. My friends were a gift and God wants me to learn how to trust Him and be intimate with Him the way I was with them but for Him to do that I have to not be home for a time. When I left my shoes at the altar I also left any and all of my plans for my life. because my life is to serve him and my heart wants nothing less . But God wants to establish in me that it is Just Him. I also left a prayer at the altar and the scary part is I know He heard it but my heart meant this prayer: Make me a women that trusts you, knows you, Lives by faith and a spirtfilled daughter to bring healing to the nations no matter what the cost. A woman that knows her Father and because of that has no fear of man.
I chooses you ....to trust you.
Your child.

This was hard because I feel I was at a crossroads and now I have chosen’s the " live by faith road" not the "live by sight road" and it is a one way there is no going back.
So that was camping.....lol.
Please pray for me about outreach money (795$ is still needed-but 1000$ has alrealy been dotated! Praise the Lord!) faith for outreach I never considered myself capable of teaching anyone but God things other wise. And for me to continue strong in this Journey of Trust. I need clarity from God on what the next steps are after outreach.

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Thank you for all your support and prayers,